i just think you think you're better than everyone.
what? you really feel like that?
when it comes to money, yeah, i do.
sounds tame and harmless enough, but at the time it was probably the most hurtful thing that could have been said considering the circumstances and all the shit that has gone down. a
for the first 2 months of our lease, 2 out of 4 of us were getting payday loans every paycheck. i was in a position where i was able to help out, so i begged them to borrow money from me so they would have a chance to catch up without being charged up the ass with interest rates and whatnot. i have paid all 3 of their rent portions, 1 on more than one occasion, only asking to be paid back when they could. i purchase the majority of the groceries, so the other day i suggested that someone else could buy them this time and i'd be totally fine with it..
que resentment.
i come home the other night to find one of them drunk, and the other 2 busy playing wii. i come to find later that they had just had a heated discussion about what a money-hungry bitch i was, and some fairly shitty things were said. and then as soon as the light bill is brought up, which is outrageous, i'm told that it has not been paid because i have not written a check. because I have not written a check, really?
everyone i talk to tells me to break my lease and move out. everyone. it's so tempting but i wouldn't screw them over like that. i am never home on purpose because i hate being there. i guess i'll keep the cheap rent and just never be there... you can bet your ass though that i'm done buying groceries.
