the sound of cars speeding by drown out the music blaring in my ears. i wish the sun would come back.
you were so peaceful when i left you this morning. i wish i cared more for you, that i'd allow myself to feel. i have too many thoughts racing through my mind to make room for the unnecessary things in life. maybe they are necessities, but not right now.
i scribble them down as they come as i wait for the bus to get to my stop. my hair is actually down and curled, and i'm wearing your favorite skirt. i'll be late again.
i just want it to be summer again. i felt in the summer- there was nothing to think about. we can wake up together and just talk, like how it was, and you can kiss me til we've wasted the whole day away. then maybe i'll start to miss you when you leave. maybe. i still don't know how i feel about you.
i'll wait at the lake for you to call, as my feet dangle in the water, and if you don't then that's fine. i'll let the sun dace across my face as my mind will wander elsewhere. i loved you first.
my music gets louder. i'll be deaf before age thirty, probably. and you. well, you won't remember my name.
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